Hi Guys! And Hi blog! I missed you so much! I'm hoping you haven't all left my blog (metaphorically, of course, since I can still see you as "Members"), considering pathetically low blog activity. Believe me, there isn't anyone as depressed as I am when I think of no activity on my blogs. I was
being tortured busy with the new college this past week, what with all the horrible amounts of assignments and homework. Plus the classes that end at 3 (ha!) just a couple of days and at 5 almost all days (*wailing*) plus having classes even on Saturdays (*banging head on the wall*) plus well, let's just not get into it. I haven't read a book this past week (and I just remembered I am supposed to review "Poor Little Rich Slum" by Rashmi Bansal and Deepak Gandhi by Sunday and I haven't even started with it), I haven't been able to read any blog posts, commenting and replying to mails and stuff. Heck, I haven't even properly interacted with my family members this week. I mean, no sibling fight either. Now you know what I'm talking about. :|
By the way, whichever idiot said that MBA would be easy, just get over that not-so-true notion. I'm just trying to
desperately hold on to live life as normally as possible. Needless to say I need to work a lot in that aspect. It's nowhere near normal at the moment. *Controlling emotions* I'm getting carried away. I didn't plan to crib about it, but it's like that presently. And I'm a cribbing expert, so yeah, I'll say it. Thank you blog. And super duper friends who're reading this! You're awesome! And I feel like a tremendous load has been shifted much better now. Thanks! ;)
So now, cutting the rona dhona, I just wanted to tell you how much I'm missing this mindless posting, not that I would have anything intelligent to talk about anyway, what with having to use up all the portions of my tiny brain in classes and homework. There are so many posts I had lined up (just the ideas, I haven't written any) on both my blogs and I'm missing typing all this so much. Really God, I have never before appreciated a Sunday more than now. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!! I have so many unread books lying here and there, since I haven't even been able to set the small bookshelf or do anything human either.
Tell me, don't you hate it when you don't get the time to pursue your hobbies? When there are people who want to dictate how you should spend your time? I mean, that's the
horribly horrible idiotically non-sensible worst part about it all. I absolutely loathe strict schedules, and that's what I'm getting. :'( At least the time when classes are over, I should get to do my own thing. But I get home at 6 (minimum) and then get busy with homework. When will I read? Or blog? Or write stories? Or learn French? Or learn about Mountaineering, which is something I want to do now.
I've started cribbing again. Sorry for making this a sad, sorry post. I'm hoping I'll get used to it very soon and find out ways to multi-task or do some work on-the-go so that I'm able to get some "me" time. Like today, thank goodness! Even though I have loads to do, I couldn't just stop myself from
much needed cribbing writing here and getting to know what you've been up to! Tello please! What have you been doing? If you've been through this stage, tell me, does it get better? I mean, I'm enjoying the tiniest bit at the moment, but I'm hoping it gets much better soon and I'm able to live the usual normal life, at least when I'm home. And *realization*, DU is the best! :P If you're there or in any under-graduation college, please enjoy to the fullest. It wouldn't be anything like it later. I swear.
Hoping for better days ahead.
Which reminds me of two quotes by Dumbledore (Harry Potter, people!), which are among my top favorites!
"It is the unknown we fear when we look upon
death and darkness, nothing more."
"Happiness can be found in the darkest of nights, if only one remembers to turn on the light."
[Adding this later: was listening to some songs I used to sing along a few years ago and realized that 'Every Part of Me' by Miley Cyrus is the one for me at the moment!]
Also, in case you haven't noticed, I was supposed to do the fourth Theandric Thursday post this Thursday (which was yesterday, in case you haven't noticed that either). I'll post it tomorrow or on Sunday and that is a promise, to myself and to you. :) And if you're interested in participating, you can do so any day this week. Check out the previous Theandric Thursday posts if you don't know what I'm talking about! (TT#1, TT#2, TT#3).
PS- Wish me luck!
PPS- Apologies for all the
honesty felt words strike-throughs.